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Kyaaaaaa!! [08 Nov 2007|02:38pm]
Oh my god ;-; I'm such a workaholic, it's not funny anymore!! I can't say 'no' to my boss, so I accept all the work he offers me (,,#゚Д゚) I make promises I can't keep. I forget that I need breaks. I want my boss to think I'm an excellent employee, which makes me do so much more work than my co-workers, but in reality I can't be super employee for very long. I also fall sooooo easily for the amount of money I can look forward too. But regardless of the money, which I'm very happy with, the work is too much to finish in the little time I have. I constantly make the wrong estimation of the time I will need to spend on my work. I thought it would only take me about 5-7 hours, but it appears to keep me busy much much longer than that. From this minute I think I'll have to keep working for like 20 hours straight, with only very short pauses in between to visit the bathroom or eat something.

Really, if someone will be suffering from a burn-out and will be unable to work for a while on age 25 or so, I will be the ultimate candidate for that. I'm already nearly in tears because of the stress I have right now T__T. As if crying is some sort of temporarily stress-relief. I don't want to be in tears though, because it will make my vision blurry and my eyes hurt, and I need the latter to continue staring at my computer screen and keep typing the summaries my boss is expecting from me tomorrow.

What to do..what to do...? (゚Д゚≡゚Д゚)

I wish I was on this beach right now!!

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Somebody post something relaxing please?
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I love...I love.... [27 Oct 2007|09:50pm]
[ music | Kaya - Kasha ]


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Angel-face..♥

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One of the cutest decorated cell phones I've seen so far. Btw, some girl emailed me, to ask if I could glue tiny rhinestones all over her phone. I think it would be a nice task, but it will probably require a lot of time. I have no idea how much money to ask her for such work. It will be so much cheaper for her if she would do it herself.

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Oh I want pink hair so badly. Is there a way to dye black hair pink without killing it?

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I ♥ Devon Aoki. It's about time I ask her to marry me.

I'm so happy that I've found LJ. Everything is available over here. Mp3's, full-length movies, personal pictures, scans from magazines, news, voice-clips, stories (both self-written and audio-books), wallpapers, tutorials for anything really, discussions and reviews. I hardly need to visit any other websites outside of LJ anymore. I just need to pay my friends/communities-list a visit in order to find everything I wish. Plus, there are lots and lots of wonderful people with an account over here. I know it's hard to look into the future, but what do you think...will you still be here at LJ in 2010? And in 2020?

For the ones among us who have trouble finding an internship or job~ I feel your pain... I'll have to find an internship myself soon but after hearing other applicants I feel so scared and nervous!! I don't think I can live with rejection very well. The chance of being rejected is so high. I really don't want to apply for an internship at all anymore!! Even when typing this I feel like I have failed to find an internship already. Depression stay away from my head please...

My bf's hair has grown so long. He looks more feminine than ever now. I love running my fingers through his hair, it's so soft, smooth and shiny. And the smile he shows me when I do that makes me melt so much ahh! ♥♥♥ But I think he looks neater with very short hair (and besides clean I want him to look like a male), so I hope he gets a hair-cut soon.

Heard a new song by Britney again, Toy Soldier, it's crazy and fun, click to download.

Question: what sort of bag do you carry around with you in daily life? I'm in need of some cute-bag-inspiration.
Also, during class we were discussing about how people get more and more involved with internet contacts, and less with real life contacts, and how online relationships tend to be very satisfying, even though people can 'fake' themselves so easily. I'm wondering: what sort of person do YOU think I am in real life? I can imagine that you're sort of 'creating' a face and personality to attach to my user name and journal posts. What sort of personality do you think I have? Difficult question perhaps, I know =) But I'm really curious =D

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I almost mistook him for Mana! Actually maybe Mana himself thought that was his own pic as well ;P

I think it's impossible for Kaya to be just heterosexual. I uploaded some of his recent work for you. I'm hoping to hear a better version of Carmilla myself.

-Download-
Kaya - Kagami Oni
Kaya - Carmilla (radio rip, baaad quality)
Kaya - Kasha (very upbeat, so awesome ♥♥)
Kaya - Kairai
Kaya - Hannya

That's it for today, I hope you enjoy!
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[30 May 2005|10:18am]
I never ever thought that this would be necessary but today I found out that people truly are very sick. Therefore, this journal is now
LOCKED
.

You must have a reeeally good reason for me to add you, so bye-bye...
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